Its difficult to admit defeat

I finally had to go and buy size 20 dresses because I was holding onto all my smaller dresses and they didn't fit well.  I went into my closet this weekend and sent over two dozen dresses to Goodwill. It was so difficult.  I just kept telling myself that I will get new dresses when I get back down to a good size but there were beautiful.  Gone.  There were a few that I couldn't get rid of yet, but maybe I'll do another clean out in a few weeks.