Mad about sooooo many things

I had a big awards ceremony the other night and I am so mad that I can't wear this beautiful formal dress I bought two years ago.  I have never worn it and it is gorgeous. (size 16)

Knowing that awards season was coming, I bought a new dress in April.  I went to try on the new formal dress and it didn't fit.  So, I have the dress I bought last year and the dress I bought this year and can't wear either!  I was so mad! The weight is going straight to the middle of my body. I just couldn't believe it. (size 18)

I had to have a dress so I bought ANOTHER dress a few days ago.  It fits.
I threw it in the wash and completely shrunk it.  (size 20)
It doesn't fit anymore!
I am so mad.