Completely struggling

Well, the short story is that if you don't exercise much and eat a lot of sausages and strudel and cake in Berlin, you will gain weight. According to the Delavan scale, I am up almost 5 pounds. Not an impossibility, but just awful.

I have no motivation to be good.
My knee is feeling slightly better but I am just in a funk.
I can't figure out where to get the energy or the enthusiasm or the drive to keep going.

I saw this at the store today and I bought it to try and motivate me.  "Do or do not.  There is no try."